Today I have started to watch a new Taiwanese series named 前男友.
The series is brand new an is about a girl that had a high school love and never been able to let it go, thinking that her ex boyfriend cheated on her but really he did it for her benefit because her dad didn't want them together.
What really hit me was when they talked about how high school loves are always the most difficult to forget, the ones with the deepest reoccurring memories. I don't completely agree with the high school part but I am sure each and everyone has a memory or a relationship that they find difficult to erase. The show brings back numerous memories and reminds me of the happy times and the sad times. The times we all acted stupid for someone totally not worth it, the nights we didn't believe that we would be able to last till the morning without the other person, the nights we didn't know what we would without the other person... Flashback after flashback and everything that he's ever told you becomes a lie. The thought of him saying he loves you, and you ask... Then why did he do this to me? Everything starts to crack and you start to breakdown, shattered on the floor in pieces, asking where did the person that I once knew go?
One line really hit me:
"18歲,喜歡一個人就是全世界. 28歲,學會一個人才是現實世界. 我們已經再也回不了過去啦..."